Today is Tuesday. It means that yesterday was a hard day to get out of bed. Every Monday I succumb to a wave of low energy and willingness to avoid life. I not only avoid going to work, But I avoid thinking. I turn off my cellphone, I watch tv the whole day. I don't shower, I don't brush my teeth. And then, when the day has passed and it's time for Tuesday to welcome the morning, I know I'll have to fight to move. Literally, I get so anxious and scared of the day that I don't even move.

Well, after the morning was almost gone I finally looked at my schedule and saw that there was no way to excuse myself from my obligations today. I have to work, then go to therapy, then try to exercise, then go to work again.

I'm writing from work. It is still 1pm. I've been here for 1 hour and I already can't take it. This low energy is trying to suck me in, to drag me to the floor.
Let's see how the rest of the day works.